#11 SCREAM
Everytime i look back in the past
i see myself lost in the dark
crying nonstop, screaming for help
but i realized no one can hear me
aside from myself

#12 DARKNESS
Darkness engulfed my room again
the sunlight outside can't be seen
tears flowing continuously
and i can't breathe properly

#13 CRYING
And so i cry
and now i'm shouting, "why?"
i look up in the sky
in my dreams, i might die.

#14 LIGHT
The darkness of this room
is revealing in my sight
would i ever find my loaf?
will i ever find my light?

#15 SHADOW
i tried to fight the shadows
i can't give up, even if the chance was shallow
i'll end up having my own sword
get through my chest,
leaving me no word

#16 NIGHTMARE
now my nightmare came to life
can't help but wonder if i'll survive
in this ocean where i choose to dive
someone took my breathing device.

#17 SCARED
A light from nowhere woke me up
i started hearing that humorous laugh
i know my heart is restored in half
maybe sadness was meant to leave after a long nap.

#18 SILENCE
This day became nightmare once again
i felt like i'm in a prison
don't know how to escape
"can somebody help me?" i shouted
but only silence can be heard

#19 TIRED
The world seems to hate me
that's why i gave up already
people seems to not care
so why bother telling them
pain is killing me inside
and i just let it
fighting for nothing is tiring
so i'll just rest
and wait for my life to end.

#20 PARADOX
She woke up each day with some tears in her eyes
not sure if she'd see another day nice
but if you ask me, why did she always cry?
she's a paradox, too tired to live but too afraid to die.

#21 A ROSE 🌹
If I had to pick a flower
I'll go with the one that makes me think of you
The one who carries sweetness
that no word can adequately describe
The one who excites the spirit
And make my heart skip a beat
The holder of a sliver of light
That brightens my soul
And a beauty that no one can possess
The flower that has captivated everyone's heart
I won't mind choosing it everyday
Because every time I do,
My thoughts would always return to you.

#22 TULIPS AND YOUI love tulips and you
Both lovely and cute
My heart thumps so fast
When i see you twoCan't imagine a day
Without thinking of you
It makes me feel giddy
What did you do?So beautiful, so innocent
Keeps running through my head
Didn't know i'd fall this hard
To something i used to neglectMaybe soon i'll be brave
To hold you like them
Stare at you like a gem
And love you until the end

#23 STILL YOU
It's still you
I don't know why but it's still you
It's you whom i always wanted
It's you whom i always want to be with
And it's you whom i want to love for the rest of my life
I don't want to admit, but it's still you
I don't want to think of you again
But my mind always do
I don't want my heart to beat for you again
But it was just faster than before
I don't want to stare at you again
But my eyes always see you
When will i stop from loving you
I honestly don't want to
But the pain that you are causing me
Is unbearable
I want to escape
But i keep on coming back to you

#24 EVERYTIME
I sees you one time
But I already felt something
I see you smiling
And I can't help but to admire
I want to be close to you
Can I?
You have those features
That I want to capture sometimes
Can I just stare to you all day
Because I feel completely okay
Could I just keep you only for me
Or could I claim you mine
I know it sounds weird
But I want to ask
Do you feel the same
Or I'm just imagining
But can I atleast hold you
For the last time